In jeopardy from an early age,
and from a risky environment,
the young girl was hard to read.
We tried to get her to open up,
thinking it would be cathartic.
Nothing that we did seemed to work.
She holed up in her room for days
and stared at the robin’s egg blue walls.
No amount of coaxing lured her
from her shell. She showed no interest
whatsoever in anything.
The more we cajoled, the worse she was,
until one fateful afternoon.
She heard a thump at her window,
and raced to see what had happened.
A Goldfinch was laying on the ground.
She couldn't tell whether it was dead,
or only momentarily stunned,
so she made her way to the kitchen,
and brushed by me and out the door.
I watched through the window in the door,
as she gently picked up the small bird.
I could hear her talking to it,
but I couldn't make out what she said.
Then I saw her hold the bird up,
in a trembling hand and look skyward,
as though invoking the Almighty,
on the tiny Goldfinch’s behalf.
It was the first time I’d seen her cry.
The lovely Goldfinch stirred in her hand.
She released it and it flew away.
Something came to life in the sad girl.
She began to smile through the tears,
and thank God for sparing the bird.
She was a different child after that.
Once she saw beyond her own problems,
and learned to care for something else,
she was as free as that small bird.
The emotional wounds were healed.
The Goldfinch visited her often.